January 2010
“What about you? Are you the happiest and the saddest right now that you’ve ever...”
– Nicole Krauss (in The History Of Love) (via creampuff)
I want to disappear
My Saturday was completely useless. All I did was sleep, really. Or use the computer for like 2 hours then go back to sleep.
I guess I was still tired from the Outbound maybe. All my bones really hurt right now. I have a fever too and my throat is sore like hell. I don’t feel that bad about it though. I’ve got other things running down my head. I still think about certain things too...
10037.) I never want to see the day when I'm in...
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You are like a sunset to me, you're all kinds of...
The Outbound was so fun gosh Can’t compare it to other years I’m sad Kay was left behind though :| Eh, I had like a huge bag of food I got to school a bit late actually I liked my spot at the bus It was awesome over there at the back We had a good schedule Going through Camp Trexo first Arms were hurting so bad after rock climbing Zipline was so awesome like flying :O I wanted to bring...
“If we were a tree
you would be my roots and I,
I would be your leaves.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
14524.) I am weak.
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I'm restless from the silence in the air
Okay so, yesterday…
I was in heels. OMG, I remember how badly my feet were in pain. Eh, yesterday was a good day. Kay made me happy. I don’t know why or how but he did. Still can’t get that horrible feeling out of my system though. I’m scared of it.
So when I got home and night came, I ran around the village. Just kept running and counting aloud each step because I was...
“At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people...”
– Meredith Grey // Grey’s Anatomy (via thelovelybones) (via sixtiesglamour)
You're beautiful when you're sleeping
I’m so sleepy right now. It’s only midnight.
I had a bad dream last night. It kept playing in my head all day, bringing me to tears. Head keeps spinning.
Today wasn’t so good. Guess the week is still on its bad side. Almost the same kind of day as yesterday. So much thinking and feeling alone. My bloody little drawings are scaring people. I like to smile when I feel bad...
“If you sleep tonight
will you dream? And if you dream
will it be of me?”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
'The perfect body'
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The perfect body is tall and slim The perfect body is very thin It never eats, it never drinks It floats through air and never sinks It glides through water and makes no waves It just lays flat and then concaves It skips the meals and runs the miles It...
9646.) It wouldn't matter to anyone if I...
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Oh dear you're so lost
I want everything to fast forward to Friday now. Not that the week started badly or anything. I just feel so dead inside. Whole day, it’s like I’ve been in a trance. Too much thinking. I want to feel alive again.
STAP week is always pointless. It’s like three free days for us.
I’m happy sometimes, maybe for a minute when I’m surrounded by people. People in class are...
“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around...”
– John Green (Looking for Alaska)
(submitted by: Alanna)
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